This is the time that I should open my mouth and I wanna say this
I think I should tell this before inside my mind, it is going to miss
Now you see me standing here in one piece it hasn’t always been like this
There are some fairy tales which doesn’t include that frog who gets the kiss
I was put through the tests and challenges and many a kind of shit
I got knocked down many times, more than I could count, I learned in every hit
I was not sent here to be a saint, which was the way wrong bit by bit
I learned it in the bitter way, keeping things together after every split
When I tried so hard, literally died to keep one side holding on
Something totally out of the picture would pop up & make other end fall on
I’d battled in vain thinking of doing what I can do to and relying on
what I’ve been given, what I thought I’d been given, desperately to hang on
I got slapped on my face, got torn apart, and have had my name put to shame
Got stripped off my badges, kicked off my place & was chased away from all fame
I had to die hard, fight wars alone, to get back in again and win my game
Didn’t let my tears weaken me, I knew this world’s unfair & I just had to play the game
What you see here now has been through a lot more than I could explain
I collected myself piece by piece, built me up again, I came back after I was slain
I have no castles to offer, no big lands to offer, you can see it, it is so plain
Got broken and healed, bruised, beaten and deceived, it’s a heart bore too much of pain
It was world against me, fate against me, it was just a fight against the fire
I didn’t get any aid, my own kin was shamed, I’d almost knelt down for this fate’s desire
Had to let go of my sanity, find me some vanity & forge me back without going haywire
I rose from the ashes, barely survived all the crashes and I gotta say destiny is a liar
You’re here for a reason, a much higher purpose & all that poppycock they said
They want you to believe in and do their deceiving, that’s the plan they had laid
If I do good I get good, turn bad will do no good, for sometime I was afraid
Later I just understood, either nice or you be rude what will happen will happen, ’nuff said
I had to play dirty and get into the mud as I wanted to escape from there
They thought I would fall and stay fallen for good, they thought I do not dare
Against all damn odds I stood up and fought, who was on my way I didn’t care
Had to make a heaven with the pieces of hell I was left with, that’s my fair share
This is my life, without light without strife, which I was given anyways
I had my dark days and I tell you this, my future’s not gonna be like those days
Naff of the destiny, to hell with the fate, no I know exactly how it plays
This is my damn life, I live it my damn way, look at me this is my true face
Penned by SMA 