Penned by SMA

Have you also been told that
one day the truth gonna win the world?
That all liars will get defeated
and they will loose the world?
But I’m so sorry my friend
I’ll tell you what, this is gonna hurt
Okay brace yourself, this is the truth
that you have never heard

The ones who cheats
The ones who uses the tricks
They are the ones who take the lead in the end
Those endure the heat,
Who doesn’t kick back when receiving the kicks
You all gonna be the stones they’re gonna step on, my friend
Your decorum will get washed down to drain
Trust me, I know how it is to bear that pain
It’s a nightmare to see your goodwill go in vain
That’s the new world order, it is so plain
Oh it is so plain…

It was before I closed the doors, I tried
It was before I locked them for good, yes, I’ve not lied
It’s always a mirage, that’s exactly what I find
And I’ve just added another lesson to the list and wind
up in the face of refusal, denial and rejection
Life took me through the hard path to unveil the complexion
Okay alright, I’m done, that’s all I’ve got
No more attempts, I’ll tie my hands, that was my last damn shot

I’m sitting alone in my room looking at the empty glass
a bottle of wine is done, the second is open I couldn’t pass
I can hear it has started to rain, did I put any clothes outside?
I can’t recall, okay whatever, some wet clothes is the last problem I wanna hide

I fill another glass and start to drink thinking I may get some peace
Can the wine do it? I actually don’t know, looking at my life piece by piece
What I do understand is, it let me escape this misery for a while
That short period where I don’t feel all the crap around me is worthwhile

I remember this very room, how it used to be with some fancy lights
of different colours blinking time to time as you didn’t like candle lights
Okay neither did I, but I thought it would be cool but let you do what you like
Paint as you like, food as you like, drinks as you like even sometimes I dislike

I was waiting in front of the altar, waiting for her
Almost not having a clue of the day, which month, which year
Was standing there to deliver the vows and become one
Those were some of the longest minutes I’d waited for that special one

And the door of the church was opened
There she was, she’d walk in through the door
Everybody turned and happily looked at her
as she stepped in to me nice and slow

Why should I run away?
I’ve got nothing to hide
What the hell are these arms for?
Will you just keep them aside?
You’re not here for justice
but for your evil mind
It is so atrocious
What I can see inside your eyes
I can read inside your eyes

When all these things began
back in sometime
There was no one
Not a single one to stand and deny
They kept the ball rolling on
They’d just do
only the things for their own good
So now I’m here
and I stand for what I should

If somebody asked me how do I feel
I’d start with that I had to kneel
in front of my fate which was never being nice
Always behaved like asking for Shylock’s slice
Think I’m mastering the art of letting go
Maybe I’m born for this only God knows

Maybe I’m blaming my own fate
It wasn’t so until you closed the gate

Never in my wildest dreams from the start
I thought of this
Saw no boundaries in sky thought it wouldn’t part us
so I thought to use my wings
I taught you how to fly
that I don’t deny
But you flew off with the wings of my heart
Left me flightless under this blue sky

In the night
I’d look at the sky
and wonder how long there it would be
Twinkling lights
in a starry night
I love to lie down on grass and see
There will be time
that is meant for me to ride along my road
But nothing’s mine
to take with me, in the end it’s all up to God
I know & I know, sometimes I feel so alone

Life’s too short to waste upon
the things that won’t give you anything
And something’s better than nothing…

Through this pain I walk on
Through all these aches I will carry on
Is it meant for me? I don’t know about it
I go on as far as I could go on
I fall down and stand up & walk on walk on
Through the ups and through downs
my life goes on goes on
There will be many things I’ll have to cope
To face all with smile
That’s my last hope