You Know It’s Time

Swimming through the thoughts just looking for a way out
so that I no longer have to swim
Where I could float without any weight
Where the sun’s gone down and all the lights were dim
Far away from all these looks, stares & frowns
and getting called out for every damn up & down
I’m tired of this swim from skin to bones
getting moved all over like in a chess game’s pawns
I just wish I could vanish & go away from every damn thing
every damn one and every damn being
to somewhere even myself won’t bother myself anymore
Where no worries exist
Where I can close my eyes in peace for sure

When nobody gives a shit that’s the time
When nothing really goes your way
and down the drain it goes every single dime
When the whole universe seems to have forgotten this day
that you exist, that you are actually here
But that universe is actually rotten
Nobody listens, nobody cares, it is clear
I’m here only to be forgotten
When you feel you are being punished
though you were told you’ve been forgiven
When it keeps reminding you that it’s refurbished
When they label you guilty till the innocence is proven
When nothing is working out that’s the time
When you’re left with only one word
and no other single word would rhyme
and that is the time, mate, that it the time

Going to bed each day after going through all the shit
Just hoping tomorrow I’d get some luck at least a bit
And it’s just a hope, a little bit of a tiny loop
of a massive chain of empty thoughts
Thoughts that lasted until the very meaning
of those scattered right before my eyes screaming
Just like sun goes down the skies
Putting everything to darkness that wasn’t nice
Only to wake up somehow tomorrow to get going
with this hopeless, mean less, useless trying
Pushing myself just toward another day
This is no living, this is just slow dying…

Having dropped into the system due to someone else’ fault
Without my consent I was just wrapped to a catapult
I never wanted to be a part of this rat race
this endless run, game, craze where I have nothing to embrace
I was deceived, misled & bluffed by all the lies
Though the plain text reads something, it’s something else it implies
When you leave home in the morning just because you can come back in the night
When you see more of the dark night and when you just begin to hate the light
If it’s meant to be broken, there’s no point of holding it tight
If it’s always someone else’ victory why do I even have to fight
You’re supposed to make heaven but you’re left only with the pieces of hell, it’s time
When you understand it’s the impossible the only thing left to be done, you know it’s time
You just know, mate, you know it’s time…