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Love and Romance

In Retrospect

To the person who never came to my heart
I kept my doors open, I kept my doors closed
Sorry for not coming out looking for you
Now that the doors are locked & keys are left in the past
Just writing this to the one who never happened
It’s like replying to that one letter I never opened
Don’t know how to miss you as you were never there
In the dilemma of why should I actually care
Will remember that I missed someone but not actually what
Like some detail I wanted to add but got lost in the final cut

Biggest loneliness is when you’re alone & you don’t know it
and when you’re actually alone but you refuse to believe it
I filled that space with other things
When it should have been filled with a person
Sometimes it hits me that something doesn’t quite fit
But I failed to figure out that it was a person
I wish I had known what I was going to miss
when I crossed the bridge and decided not to look back
Now it’s too late, I’ve come this far, it’s been dismissed
Though I looked back I’m so far away to notice anyone I missed

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Love and Romance

Never Lived

I died one day, I went somewhere
Somewhere in the afterlife
I looked around to see someone
If it wasn’t hell I was just fine
I took some steps, walked alone
hoping something to happen, sometime
To my surprise I found no one
Felt like I was the only one alive

There was a pond with crystal clear water
The surface of it was resembling a mirror
I walked to it and I looked into it closer
There I saw my face
I’ve had never seen it more clearer

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Love and Romance

The Rose and the Stem

You’re so beautiful and lovely
I don’t have to pretend
You’re so colourful and comely
You put us on the mend
You were born to look good, stay like that
and be adorable
You can fix the moods, a gift like that
is so admirable

And you have become their stars and moon
and that is the way it goes
You’re meant to be like that for a few noons
The truth they don’t but you know…

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Love and Romance

I Knew I Lost Myself

In an evening with little sunlight
falling through the meadows
Between the small yellow and red
leaves falling as the wind blows
slowly…
I saw her face
and that moment I knew I lost myself

In a morning with the chirping of the birds
coming with the sound of the winds
through the little cold breeze
gazing with the rays of dawn reminds
calmly…
I saw her face
and that moment I knew I lost myself