Penned by SMA

Why should I run away?
I’ve got nothing to hide
What the hell are these arms for?
Will you just keep them aside?
You’re not here for justice
but for your evil mind
It is so atrocious
What I can see inside your eyes
I can read inside your eyes

When all these things began
back in sometime
There was no one
Not a single one to stand and deny
They kept the ball rolling on
They’d just do
only the things for their own good
So now I’m here
and I stand for what I should

If somebody asked me how do I feel
I’d start with that I had to kneel
in front of my fate which was never being nice
Always behaved like asking for Shylock’s slice
Think I’m mastering the art of letting go
Maybe I’m born for this only God knows

Maybe I’m blaming my own fate
It wasn’t so until you closed the gate

Never in my wildest dreams from the start
I thought of this
Saw no boundaries in sky thought it wouldn’t part us
so I thought to use my wings
I taught you how to fly
that I don’t deny
But you flew off with the wings of my heart
Left me flightless under this blue sky

In the night
I’d look at the sky
and wonder how long there it would be
Twinkling lights
in a starry night
I love to lie down on grass and see
There will be time
that is meant for me to ride along my road
But nothing’s mine
to take with me, in the end it’s all up to God
I know & I know, sometimes I feel so alone

Life’s too short to waste upon
the things that won’t give you anything
And something’s better than nothing…

Through this pain I walk on
Through all these aches I will carry on
Is it meant for me? I don’t know about it
I go on as far as I could go on
I fall down and stand up & walk on walk on
Through the ups and through downs
my life goes on goes on
There will be many things I’ll have to cope
To face all with smile
That’s my last hope

Light was slowly fading away
as I walked in here
It’s another Friday evening
I’m on my usual chair
Looked in every corner if the bar
My buddies were not to be seeing
So I have made my order
Here I get my favourite beer
The band seems getting ready to play
But I haven’t seen them around
Maybe they’re new and no need to say
Can’t wait till I hear that sound

As the sound of the strings comes to my ears
I feel all my sadness run away in fear
To say goodbye for awhile
to all the problems in my mind
Play on, lads! play on!!
’till the midnight I wanna hear
As the sound of guitars comes to my ears

This is the time that I should open my mouth and I wanna say this
I think I should tell this before inside my mind, it is going to miss
Now you see me standing here in one piece it hasn’t always been like this
There are some fairy tales which doesn’t include that frog who gets the kiss

I was put through the tests and challenges and many a kind of shit
I got knocked down many times, more than I could count, I learned in every hit
I was not sent here to be a saint, which was the way wrong bit by bit
I learned it in the bitter way, keeping things together after every split

When I tried so hard, literally died to keep one side holding on
Something totally out of the picture would pop up & make other end fall on
I’d battled in vain thinking of doing what I can do to and relying on
what I’ve been given, what I thought I’d been given, desperately to hang on

At a time you feel no pain
When your heart's no any places to break
When all aches become your friends
Hurts are everywhere
When it feels like you've lost every hope
Even it's obvious you're on the ropes
or your self begins to fall
and you see no stop

Please do not give up
Do not give in
Because you are not alone

Call my name
From where ever you stand
I will come forth to hold your hand
Call my name
I won't be far away
I will be back to save you again
Oh call my name...

There are moments you cannot bear
When you're left with nothing but despair
As you see no way out of fray
You're trapped in dismay
When you can't catch your own voice
When you've got all options but no choice
And you fail to complete in due time
Something important in life

When nobody does really get
or ignore the value of your sweat
When it seems that your moral's afraid
to back your faith
Teardrop gets heavier than your heart
When your laughter cripples after departs
When your picture is in no one's heart
Hard to cut the knot

But do not give up
Please do not give in
Because you are not the only one
 

Here I’m walking through this field, thinking
Looking around, here and there, what am I seeing?
Dusk is near, sky’s turning red in this evening
Reminds me the blood that spilt for the winning

In every stridden step on this field
towards the death, how much courage they’d wield
Oh! in each and every man who was killed
A safe world for you and for me was sealed

How much pain had they held within
there selves, when a bullet would pierce in
to the flesh, and by the wounds from battling
When they’d see in front of them, their mates falling

This air is made out of their last breaths
Here I breathe free ‘cause of their deaths
See they’d given up their greatest wealth
We just cannot live as it is stealth

This is a ground which turned out to their grave
Land was soaked by the blood of those who were brave
Answered for what their Motherlands would crave
And what they did, forever will be engraved

Not only for their children, parents and wives
But for all of us they laid down their own lives
When I come by, look around here every time
My soul cries, me really wish they were still alive

Who are we… who are we… who are we…
We are born by their blood, are not we…  
Who are we… who are we… who are we…
We’re here ‘cause of that spilt blood, aren’t we?

You’re the right one
I feel that you’re the perfect one
‘cause you’re like no other
you’ve got my favourite colours
and you’ve got everything I want
you’ve got the shape that I always liked
and all the curves and I would not mind
being proud of that you’re mine, with you, life’s just fine
and you’re the princess inside my mind

You’re here I know you never leave
With me forever I wanna believe
all sad days are gone & I’m not alone
feel everyday's like Christmas eve
wanna have this feeling last forever
feel all the mirth that it delivers
inside my heart, inside my mind
baby you’re my paper flower

You’ve got the petals
with your figure it nicely settles
you’re never gonna wilt
and I love you up to the hilt
I’ve treasured you in my heart I will
keep your picture safe with me forever
I’ll save you from rain, storms & fire
‘cause you’re in my mind, no one’s gonna find
& why’s that, I don’t know how to define

Shapes and colours I gave you shines all along
you’ve bloomed in my heart & you adorned my soul
the bond it created is still going strong
my flower be there I want you more than all
my paper flower is so precious more tan all

The respect engraved in my soul
and the honour more than all
to this cross embossed on my chest
to describe it in words, I'm not the best

To understand that very calling
and to answer for what it's asking
for the sake of my land and my kin
I'm here to fight against all the evil

Spilling blood in the name if the justice
might not be the righteous, I should say
but there's no other possible way

With my sword I shall fight
defeat all the darkness and bring about the light
With my shield I shall fight
to deliver the virtue as a Knight
and I shall keep it going to the end of the days
so I will battle until
my last drop of blood spills
I shan't go down in vain

Killing in the sake of the cross
might not be most humane way
but to stop any innocent soul's loss
have to draw the evil ones away

How valuable is a righteous man?
can somebody tag a price, nobody can
what came from sand must go back to sand
but wicked should go quicker from my land

Sparing some hellish lives
to bring about the justice and peace
for some good ones...
I won't hesitate to do it anyway...

I might becomes a sinner
in front of Almighty one day
no one's perfect and everyone has their dues to pay
but then I'll close my eyes and remind
all the souls that I had saved
all the thriven lives after
the ill breeding creatures were slain
And I'll find the peace in my heart in that day
My sword and my shield and the righteous way
Will bring me the peace on that day...