Categories
Love and Romance

In Retrospect

To the person who never came to my heart
I kept my doors open, I kept my doors closed
Sorry for not coming out looking for you
Now that the doors are locked & keys are left in the past
Just writing this to the one who never happened
It’s like replying to that one letter I never opened
Don’t know how to miss you as you were never there
In the dilemma of why should I actually care
Will remember that I missed someone but not actually what
Like some detail I wanted to add but got lost in the final cut

Biggest loneliness is when you’re alone & you don’t know it
and when you’re actually alone but you refuse to believe it
I filled that space with other things
When it should have been filled with a person
Sometimes it hits me that something doesn’t quite fit
But I failed to figure out that it was a person
I wish I had known what I was going to miss
when I crossed the bridge and decided not to look back
Now it’s too late, I’ve come this far, it’s been dismissed
Though I looked back I’m so far away to notice anyone I missed

Categories
Life

You Know It’s Time

Swimming through the thoughts just looking for a way out
so that I no longer have to swim
Where I could float without any weight
Where the sun’s gone down and all the lights were dim
Far away from all these looks, stares & frowns
and getting called out for every damn up & down
I’m tired of this swim from skin to bones
getting moved all over like in a chess game’s pawns
I just wish I could vanish & go away from every damn thing
every damn one and every damn being
to somewhere even myself won’t bother myself anymore
Where no worries exist
Where I can close my eyes in peace for sure