Miss the Day I Never Had

I was waiting in front of the altar, waiting for her
Almost not having a clue of the day, which month, which year
Was standing there to deliver the vows and become one
Those were some of the longest minutes I’d waited for that special one

And the door of the church was opened
There she was, she’d walk in through the door
Everybody turned and happily looked at her
as she stepped in to me nice and slow

With the suits we both carefully chose several weeks ago
We’d start to plan it to make it so special several months before
It has never been an easy cruise to make everything work out
To everyone to look good, we thought all those would count

When I turned and looked at her face
She was was making her way holding hand of her dad
And I forgot everything else in that place
Then she smiled, I felt “I’m the luckiest ever lad!”

When I close my eyes
I could picture all those inside my mind
I open back my eyes
It’s just an imagination of the day
I didn’t want in my life

Maybe it was for good, maybe it was for bad
A stupid or wise decision I’d made some years back
that I don’t need a girl to live my life
Thought to be free and single and “that’s my kind”
I’ve survived so long, here I stand
Somewhere hard to reach in my heart now I understand
I’m missing the day that I’ve never had
Miss the day I’ve never had

I’m not ashamed of what I am today
Nobody put me onto this, I chose my way
I’ve got everything but this I have to say
Not gonna lie, I’m gonna miss that day…